On Kuya Neil's Point of View
Mood:  quizzical
Topic: Others' Thoughts About Us

Neil: Friends lang talaga kayo ha?

Nice: uu friends lang. No more, no less. Just friends.

Neil: Paano ka makakakita ng iba kung lagi mong kasama si yobs? Ganun din sa kanya.

Nice: Sa tingin mo kuya, dapat kami maghiwalay? Para makakita ng iba?

Neil: Kung maghahanap kayo ng iba.

Nice: Eh kasi sya eh, gusto lagi nya ako kasama...ano magagawa ko?

Neil: Gusto mo rin naman. kasi kung ayaw mo wala syang magagawa.

Nice: Eh kz nga friends kami.

Neil: Paano nga kayo makakita ng iba. kahit friends kayo.

Nice: Oo nga no...

Neil: Pwera na lang kung.........

Nice: Hindrance pala ang too much friendship sa lovelife…kaya pala di ako magka-boypren-boypren eh! Kasalanan ni yobs!

Neil: Di naman, kung yung friendship mo ay yung lovelife mo rin.

Nice: Pero may point ka nga

Neil: Di ba.

Nice: Baka kasi inaakala ng iba na may bf na ako kaya di nila ako nililigawan

Neil: Ayun na nga. pero bakit ka pa maghahanap kung meron naman.

Nice: Adek ka! Alam ko na... ihanap mo na lang ako!

Neil: Kung nag eenjoy ka naman na kasama sya. bakit maghahanap ka pa.

Nice: Eh pano yun di naman kami?

Nice: Eh di loveless pa rin kahit enjoy.

Neil: ok lang yun. kung masaya rin naman yung isa. bakit maghahanap pa.

 

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Neil: Bakit di kayo mag-usap ng masinsinan? At least di ba nagkaka-idea ka. Malay mo naghihintayan lang pala kayo.  Just waiting for whose gonna make the first move.

Nice: Sa tingin mo ba special ako kay yobs?

Neil: May iba pa ba syang madalas kasama?

Nice: other than his guy friends, wala na. ako lang.

Neil: Ibig sabihin ikaw talaga ang special. di asado kundi bola-bola ka sa buhay nya.

 

*****

Neil: Relationship nyo pala ay tulad nung kay janet at kay alex.

Nice: Bakit ano ba sila?

Neil: Wala lang din. Kaya nakakita yung lalaki ng iba.

Nice: Aahahhaah! Ang saya pareho kaming wala lang

Neil: Kawawa yung babae.

Nice: Alam mo kasi, kuya neil, yobs and I are good good friends. Sobrang parang bestfriends na kami.

Neil: Ganun din naman sila.

Nice: Once, we've talked about "us" and decided to save the friendship kasi pareho pa kaming may ibang priorities.

Neil: Not to the extent naman.

Nice: We're just enjoying each other's company. un lang. and I cant blame others kung iniisip nila sa amin ay "kami" kasi it's just between him and me. We don't care, ang mahalaga masaya kami.

Nice: Ok lang sa akin makahanap sya ng iba, ok lang din sa kanya magpaligaw ako...

Neil: Yun na nga. ang masama kung nakakita ang isa ng iba. kawawa naman yung naiwan. anong ok. ayun ang kala nyo.

 

*****

 

Neil: Isave mo dapat tong conversation natin. tapos after 2 to 5 years basahin mo ulit kung totoo nga.

 

WRITER’S NOTE: Well, kahit saan natin tingnan, Kuya Neil is right. Yobs and I have to talk. About “us” and about our status quo. I’m confused, where should I start?

On Sofia's View
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: Others' Thoughts About Us
"You should forget HPM."

Huuuwaaattt??? Forget him? Oh my! Is that possible? It's hard because we are friends.

That's the very root of these all: we're JUST friends. And maybe we will not be in a more intimate relationship anymore. Too bad.

Maybe I have to set and implement my standards now and disregard exceptions. I have to start cleaning up the mess in my life and clear things that are left unclear and hanging. Just give me time.

-_-_-_-_-_-

"You.. I can tell.. are a leading lady. But for some reason you're behaving like the best friend."
arthur abbott to iris, from 'the holiday'.

On Jake's Perspective
Mood:  cheeky
Topic: Others' Thoughts About Us
An online friend, Jake, popped me up at meebo early this morning...

jake: you two look so happy(yung mga pics mo sa friendster) ...
nice: nino?
jake: yung guy ...
jake: may comment pa nga doon na "ang sweet ninyo'' ...
jake: PWEDE!
nice: ahahaha
nice: we're just friends
nice: guy bestfriend ko un
jake: hmmm ... denial ... but i know deep inside you there's much more ...
jake: well, dyan magsisimula yan ...
nice: nyek
nice: kung meron man, sana noon pa
nice: ilang years na rin kami magkaibigan pero di naman nagiging kami!
nice: www.naysli.blogspot.com
nice: read it, bday nya ngayon
jake: it'll come to both of your senses sooner or later ...
jake: sige nga ... tignan ko yung blog mo ...
nice: hehehe
jake: hahaha ... great one!
nice: halata bang sarili ko winish ko as no. 1 para sa kanya?
jake: tulak ng bibig - or the fingers for that matter - kabig ng dibdib ...
nice: ahahahaha! yeah right!

Bakit lahat na lang ng tao ganun ang iniisip tungkol sa amin? Namimisinterpret lang ba nila kami o sadyang parang "kami" at hindi kami aware na ganun na pala?

Fantastic 4
Mood:  happy
Topic: Movies
HPM and I had a date again, just in SM Manila to have dinner together and watch a movie, Fantastic 4.

We met at Mcdo-Mendiola since he was absent from the office and he didn't want his officemates to see him roaming around the area.

First, we had our dinner at Goldilocks (low budget - hehehe!). Sinigang na Bangus ang Fish Steak were superb! "Diet ka pa ba?" he asked. Well, if it's him who's with me, I couldn't help but eat more. He's actually my perfect eating buddy.

Then, when we're done, we headed to the movie house, Cinema 2. The film has just started. We're both deeply absorbed by the movie we haven't had the time to talk and cuddle. Sigh. But it's ok, we're really not sweet in public. Do I have to explain? It is simply because of one reason: we're just friends.

Fantastic 4 is a too short it finished before 8pm when it only began past 6:30pm. It's not that technically amazing but it's a nice film. A so-so film, I may say.

Going home, HPM went with me to the bus terminal, bid farewell and kissed goodbye. Goodbye!

WRITER'S NOTE: He's going to Laguna later today, Friday, to attend his office's 2-day team building seminar. I will miss him.

My Very First Entry
Mood:  happy
If I Ain't Got You

We were both strangers to each other. I had a boyfriend and I know, though he hasn’t admitted yet, he also had a special girl at that time. He used to do unusual and funny things that made me notice him whenever we crossed paths; there he slid intentionally on the floor, made face like a clown in front of me, smiled at me up to the very tip of his ears, watched my volleyball game (of course, I’m just assuming that he was there to watch me play), walked with me along the hallway while telling nonsense stories and funny jokes, and the list goes on…

We started dating in January 2005. My then boyfriend and I were in a cold war, no one dared to admit who was wrong. I tried to apologize but my ex wouldn’t want to listen. He ignored me for months, hanging me down the middle of nowhere.

Thanks to HPM for being there for me during the time I should be weakest. He tried to make me happy by filling in the absence of a boyfriend who I loved so well (Well, past is past) but wasn’t there.

HPM and I started dating in the same month, January. I still remember the first movie we saw, it was Elektra. And yes, I could say that in just a snap of our fingers, we clicked. There was a spark! Later soon, we’re dating in a regular basis. Until now.

My most favorite part of our “date” is when he walks me to the bus/jeepney terminal after movie-watching, malling or food tripping. The talks and conversations arouse me, not in a sexual way but in the intellectual aspect. He’s such a sensible person; a man of wisdom per se.

That’s not all. My most favorite part in my most favorite part (hahaha!) is when we say “goodbye” and “take care” before we part, he looks me in the eye, and kisses me on my cheek – partly touching the endpoint of my lips. Can you imagine how romantic it is?

Well, I’ll live it to your wildest imagination, guys. For now, let me end this very first article about our special friendship story by wishing you a nice and happy day, and stay in love always!